There was once a time when this blog spoke so much about how hopeful I am with everything.
But it looks like that aspect of this blog has died.
I don't know if I'm just being too darn whinny or ungreatful or pessimistic but I really can't find that push or that muse whereupon I'd be able to again write something hopeful, something inspiring, or something blissful as a good friend of mine puts it.
Whenever I'd get the chance, better yet the knack I'll again just be spewing out the usual vermin of whines, longings and alienation that I would usually put into words. It's very frustrating...