Why can’t I cry?
Does the absence of tears mean that I have gone past the point of crying?
Have I totally lost my humanity that I am not totally devoid of emotion?
I have gone past the point of crying…one can only wonder why the things hoped for are the things that blow up onto our faces with a resounding “no!”
I have gone past the point of caring. For the nth time I have been burned and rendered broken for caring.
I have gone past the point of living.
I’ve done so much.
I’ve hurt so many.
I’m a miserable person.
God help me now…