i know i've only been here in indonesia for a day, but i already feel like its been years. i have a flue right now. my teeth still hurt. i at a lost with my work. i don't have anyone to talk to. i miss the philippines especially jeanie, i can't imagine a day without her and right now as i live life without her i feel pretty much at a lost. i miss my family. i miss my friends. thankfully with each night that i'll go to sleep i'm a day closer to being home again.