Finding God in a punk rock record

How Bad Omen’s new full-length album forced me to face up to the question of theodicy
Listening to the record reminded of this certain feeling of discomfort that I felt when I watched the NOFX concert in Manila two years ago, where after a few ignorant racial remarks NOFX then preceded to poke fun at Christians. This was not the first time that I felt this way whenever I would listen to a punk rock album or attend a gig.

As a Christian I would admit that it is in these satirized depiction of organized religion that I would always feel the sting of their sentiments, because they are poking fun at the people whom I (for better or for worse), I would consider as a brethren. I feel the sting mostly because whether I like it or not the punks’ take on my beliefs are for the most part true.

However it is also in these truthfulness of the punks’ parody of my personal faith that I find the ‘beauty of doubt’ in the way I live my life as a person of faith in the world. And Bad Omen’s new album, God Is Everywhere is one of those few records that challenges me to face the seriousness of Christianity’s failure to live up to the Gospel mandate as well as to ask those difficult questions about those that lie at the core of my belief.

In theology there exists the problem of theodicy which is defined by theologians as an attempt to harmonize the reality of evil with an omniscient, omnipotent, and omni-benevolent God. I come face to face with the question of a Loving God in an evil world where injustice prevails, when I hear the song entitled as: Jesus Hates Me.

As such lyrics like:
“Look up on the sky on bended knees. Pray for forgiveness or ask for anything. Do you think God will listen to you? When everyday there are others who ask too? (God Is Everywhere),”
challenges me all the more to live a life of witness that attempts to vindicate the divine attributes of God, particularly with respect to holiness and justice.

The themes explored by the songs whose lyrics reads something like:
“When you’re in deep $h#@, God is testing you and if you don’t follow God’s rule you’ll end up in hell. (Oh God)”
Misconception comes into mind whenever I would listen to such lyrics primarily because I know full well that those of us in the faith, often fail to live up to the Gospel call of bearing witness to a Crucified and Risen Christ. It is in our portrayal of God as the sanctifier of our desires that often makes people hate organized religion and altogether the God that we worship.

I believe it is in these thought provoking questions about life and death that are expressed in the songs on God Is Everywhere that we also find a number of key affirmations of the Christian faith that ought to challenge us to confront such confusions about God and the faith we profess head-on. One of them is the reality that God shares the world’s suffering, no one will deny or at the very least remove the Easter story from the Christian narrative because it is in Jesus Christ that the Word of God suffers and dies. Human suffering touches God. God is not a distant or so enmeshed in nature that God cannot respond to suffering. Second, God can bring about good from evil. Last is the fact that, God will triumph over evil. At the heart of the central events of the Biblical story, the crucifixion and the resurrection, is the redemptive love of God. Death will be overcome and new life will become reality. God’s promise will be fulfilled. A new heaven and a new earth await those who know Jesus Christ. God frees us from the fetters that bind the present to the new future. Christ’s solidarity with the victims of evil is their liberation.

We all sit with Jesus in Gethsemane in His struggle with God-forsakenness. His prayers seem unanswered: “My soul is sorrowful, even unto death,” He says. The threat of death and destruction is real and anticipated. Jesus wrestles with the question of theodicy like us, just as the poor and faithful struggle with the violence and pain of our world. Here, prayer is the exact opposite of the “opium of the people.”

As I conclude this review I would like to remind all Christians that faith in the God of the Bible is based upon the trust that divine reality is guiding all things toward fulfilment. God’s promises to the people are also promises to fulfil creation. God has an overall purpose for creation that will be realized as the Kingdom of God.

Understanding the faith that people put in the God of the Bible requires that we see the world as the concern of God, not just our concern. After all, it was out of God’s concern for His lost children that He sought to redeem them at the expense of His own Son.

Between Pentecost and the Second Coming...

...Christians are called to live in the world. So it is imperative that we should get involved with what's happening in the world.

"The task of the Church between ascension and parousia is therefore set free both from the self-driven energy that imagines it has to build God’s kingdom all by itself and from the despair that supposes it can’t do anything until Jesus comes again. We do not ‘build the kingdom’ all by ourselves, but we do build for the kingdom. All that we do in faith, hope, and love in the present, in obedience to our ascended Lord in the power of his Spirit, will be enhanced and transformed at his appearing."
N.T. Wright
Surprised by Hope p. 143
This is one of the reminders that I think I might need to put into a permanent sticky note in my head as a Christian who oftentimes forget to keep in touch with reality as it ought to be viewed from a Christian perspective.

I am sure that I am not alone with this problem.

I often struggle with living out my faith in light of the glorious hope of Christ’s return that I in a way have at one point in my life looked forward to as an instant escape from my personal problems and my inability to live out a faith that not only actively pursues a righteous life but also that of a just society.

Again I am pretty sure that I am not the only one who has struggled with this dilemma.

I believe that we have settled for an escapist eschatology that sees the ultimate purpose for humanity as being sucked into the sky for some disembodied eternal bliss.

This eschatology, has been horribly detrimental to the Church. It has taught us to either flee from the realms of ecology and social justice because God is concerned about the “spiritual” and not the physical (Conservative Protestantism) or to care about them without much good theological reason (mainline Protestantism). If we want to actually appreciate, care and love creation and each other, then a reworking of our eschatology is in order.

This is one of the main themes of N.T. Wright's book entitled: Surprised by Hope: Rethinking Heaven, the Resurrection, and the Mission of the Church, which reminds us that we in the Church have, for long time now, forgotten what the Bible actually teaches about heaven, hell, and the resurrection.

Because a clear understanding of such theological themes as he said would ultimately change our view of worship, Scripture, prayer, justice, mission, beauty, and everything else. Because when we came to faith in Christ, we must remember that we entered a whole new world that was started by the resurrection of Jesus and will be completed when he returns. Our job is to live in that world.

N.T. Wright is a British New Testament scholar whom Christianity Today has described as one of the top five theologians in the world today. After serving three years as the canon theologian of Westminster Abbey, Wright became the Bishop of Durham in 2003 – the fourth highest ranking position of authority in the Church of England. Although he is quite unpopular among evangelicals Bishop Wright is one of those contemporary theologians that I admire for his honest self-criticism of present day Christendom as well as for his dry wit and God-given skill to articulate the same issues within the Christian faith that I myself am also struggling with. J.I. Packer has described Wright as “brilliant” and “one of God’s best gifts to our decaying Western Church,” and I count myself as among those like Packer who is thankful for Wright’s gift of writing about the God whom I believe.
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Evangelicals below is a statement worthy of the most serious reflection

A few months ago I stumbled upon www.anevangelicalmanifesto.com

The website hosts a document entitled: An Evangelical Manifesto, which is an open declaration of who Evangelicals are and what they stand for. It has been drafted and published by a representative group of Evangelical leaders who do not claim to speak for all Evangelicals, but who invite all other Evangelicals to stand with them and help clarify what Evangelical means in light of “confusions within and the consternation without” the movement. As the Manifesto states, the signers are not out to attack or exclude anyone, but to rally and to call for reform.

Below is a statement from the Manifesto that I believe is worthy of the most serious reflection:

"All too often we have trumpeted the gospel of Jesus, but we have replaced biblical truths with therapeutic techniques, worship with entertainment, discipleship with growth in human potential, church growth with business entrepreneurialism, concern for the church and for the local congregation with expressions of the faith that are churchless and little better than a vapid spirituality, meeting real needs with pandering to felt needs, and mission principles with marketing precepts. In the process we have become known for commercial, diluted, and feel-good gospels of health, wealth, human potential, and religious happy talk, each of which is indistinguishable from the passing fashions of the surrounding world. "


AN EVANGELICAL MANIFESTO
A Declaration of Evangelical Identity and Public Commitment p.11

R.I.P.

To most it would seem ironic that I've opted to close down m35b on the day that I celebrate the start of my life.

I remember writing 5 years ago that this blog serves as:

my personal Book of Eccleciastes where I would start out with the pondering of the meaningless of it all and where I would end it with the exhortation to, "remember our Creator in the days of our youth." So as to voice out a positive statement to live our lives fully in light of God's grace and gift of salvation but also of encouragement to make something out of our lives while we still can because truly life is for us to live.
I believe it has served its purpose, in such a way that it has catalogued a good 5 years of my online life.

But as with all things good one has to move on to other things.

Thanks to every single one of you who have been gracious enough to read, re-post and comment on the things that I've published in this blog.

A wise man once said: “endings are mere beginnings that are looked at the opposite direction."

Here's to new beginnings ;)


x.s.
for those who're still interested with what I'm doing I will every now and then post some stuff on the following blogs/sites

some thoughts on apologetics

A few years ago I was so convinced that I would like to be an apologist like Ravi Zacharias, Josh McDowell etc.

It was during those times that I have misguidedly 'defended the faith' from people who are not attacking it, in effect turning-off more people, from God and Christianity more than effectively bearing witness to the gospel.

But as I grew older I came to refrain from associating with apologetics, and the statement below from the American theologian Frederick Buechner gives a very accurate description of the reason why I am now not so much into apologetics:

"C.S. Lewis once said something to the effect that no Christian doctrine ever looked so threadbare to him as when he had just finished successfully defending it. The reason is not hard to find.

In order to defend the faith successfully - which is the business of apologists - they need to reduce it to a defendable size. It is easier to hold a fortress against the enemy than to hold a landscape. They try to make each doctrine as it comes along sound as logical and plausible as they can. The trouble, of course, is that by and large apologists are apt to end up proclaiming a faith that may be quite persuasive on paper but is difficult to imagine either them or anyone else getting very excited about.

The other danger is that apologists put so much effort into what they do that they may end up not so much defending the faith because they believe it is true but believing the faith is true because they have worked so hard and long to defend it."


- Frederick Buechner
Whistling in the dark
An ABC Theologized

on judgement...

“What's the difference between 'seeing sin' in someone else's life and confronting it, and having a critical spirit?”
This is a very good question to pose in this day and age within churches. It seems that in all churches there exists some form of moral police that are always on the lookout for some brethren struggling with what they perceive as 'sin,' and then go on to start their diatribe about how they are 'holier than thou' and that if one doesn't repent according to their personal moral standards they will go on to tell that that perhaps they are not a Christian or perhaps that person is not 'saved' or that person is a 'backslider' and so on without looking at themselves and their lives.

Not only is this true for individual Christians this can also be true with whole congregational bodies assuming doctrinal superiorty over other churches. One does not need to go far to encounter a Baptist pastor claiming that only baptists are faithful to what the Bible says, or Congregational Fundamentalists who believe that Pentecostals are lower Christians, or Evangelicals who say that Mainline Protestant Churches are preaching 'another gospel' for advocating social justice instead of leading people to Christ.

It is with this thought in mind that I am deeply encouraged by an article that was written by Lisa Harper, in Christianity Today where she says:

“ We must remember the only One worthy of condemning us chose instead to pardon us. Then—in light of our own sinner-saved-by-grace stories—when the Holy Spirit impresses us to confront someone who's messed up, we'll do so with honesty, compassion, and humility. Our motive will be one of real restoration instead of self-righteousness. “


I believe the problem lies at the core of our hearts for as a people who have yet to reap the fullness of our salvation, - we are still struggling with the concept of grace, we find it hard to exhibit it precisely because we have yet to fathom the extent of God-given grace.

It is my prayer that as we wait eagerly for our adoption as sons (and daughters), the redemption of our bodies. (Romans 8:23).

Evangelical legalism

W. Harold Fuller's account of the World Evangelical Fellowship gives this very true insight on how evangelicals tend to deviate towards legalism, that I believe is a tendency for all who really seek to live a life worthy of the Gospel.

I find this quote insightful since I'm often caught in a debate between charity and doctrinal purity. I always find myself asking if in evangelical circles the question of doctrinal purity is actually a manifestation of our love for doctrine more than our brethren?

Why is it that for a people who claimed to have been saved by grace it is very difficult for us evangelicals to exhibit God's grace?

Perhaps this excerpt from Fuller gives us useful insight for theological reflection:

Ironically, evangelicals can become as legalistic as the systems they eschew. This tendency may arise from the concern for truth, but truth that is encased in narrow traditions or culture can become hardened legalism.

'What is the essence of the Christian life?' asks Henry Brglez. Is it something we simply do for God? Calvin called that "legal worship." Or is the Christian life a gift for us to participate in the Son's communion with the Father? Unless we carefully work out what our relationship as believers to Christ is, we can very easily fall victim to a man-centered Christianity, promoting sself-justification and exclusivity because we based everything on our response, not on God's initiative.'

Evangelicals must constantly resist all such temptations and tendencies, for believer's only raison d' etre is Christ himself. The author of Hebrews warned his readers that 'we must pay more careful attention, therefore, to what we have heard, so that we do not drift away.' (Hebrews 2:1)

- W. Harold Fuller,
People of the Mandate - The story of the World Evangelical Fellowship

Look unto Jesus| Hebrews 12:1-2

Again here's another work in progress below is an introductory lesson that I gave to our sunday school class on the 12th chapter Epistle to the Hebrews

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Therefore since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw of everything that hinders and the sin that easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race that has been marked out for us. Hebrews 12:1

Both the Greeks and the Latins frequently use the term cloud, to express a great number of persons or things.” (Clarke)1

The chapter begins with the phrase: 'great cloud of witnesses,' which is a phrase that is closely related to the names and people that were enumerated from Chapter 11, who lived by faith. To Roman Catholics, this phrase pertains to what is called 'The Communion of Saints,' which points towards the union or bond that all the saints (past, present and future), have in their common faith in Christ.

However, if we would look at the passage closely we will see that it is not suggested that these men and women now in heaven are watching us as we run the race, like people seated in a stadium. The word witness does not mean “spectators.” Others consider that these witnesses are not witnessing us as we conduct our lives. Instead, they are witnesses to us of faith and endurance. Our English word “martyr” comes directly from the Greek word translated “witness.” These people are not witnessing what we are doing; rather they are bearing witness to us that God can see us through. God bore witness to them (Heb. 11:2, 4-5,39) and they are bearing witness now to us. 2

What does it mean to 'bear witness,' this is a term that is quite important to the Quakers for to them bearing witness implies that in being a witness, to – let's say the resurrected Lord Jesus, we are called to a life of being a living demonstration of the resurrected life of the Risen Lord.

To become a witness, is to be a living testimony to the grace of God in Jesus Christ, to bear witness is to live out our testimony of faith to the object of our devotion that is Christ.

Hebrews 11, talked about faith and how faith is both a way of living in the context of and as a historical demonstration of, it is here that we find that the great cloud of witnesses is a living testimony of a people who have lived a life of faith, in God who also calls us to live a life of faith.

For it is by faith in the Lord Jesus Christ that we have been enlisted to a race that has been set before us.

Going deeper we find that we are called to do something, for as we believers we now have a demonstration of the lives that were commended by God because of faith, we in turn are called from what is the historical demonstration of into what is real and expected of us that we ourselves ought to bear witness to Christ with our faith. Here we are now called from orthodoxy to orthopraxy, for theology and its themes like Christology is not mere subscription to the doctrinal articulation of who Jesus Christ is, it implies the application of the doctrine of Christ, for Jesus himself in bearing witness to His person and divinity did not just give a statement of faith of who He is, He applied it in terms that can be seen in His earthly ministry.

For it is in His earthly ministry that Jesus lived a life of loving identification with us in all sorts and conditions of human life. In other words, He practiced the kind of love which is not mere benevolence, wishing people well from a distance, but that love which enters people's situations and makes their plight sympathetically its own. Jesus identified especially with those who experienced the depths: healing the very sick, and the destitute beggars, restoring the dead and dying to life, touching the lepers, befriending the outcasts, freeing the demented from demons of oppression and isolation, attracting the notorious sinners with his freely forgiving love. Finally, he ended up where any of these people could have ended up: a failure, condemned to perish as a criminal, agonizing in pain, deserted by his friends, forsaken by His God. He died the kind of death which symbolized God's verdict on sinful humanity: condemned to perish. He died expressing the tragic meaninglessness of the human fate: 'Why have you forsaken me?' As Jesus died he did not enter those depths where godless and godforsaken human beings can only cry out to God or for God or against God. But He did not enter them on His own account. He did so in consequence of the loving choice of identifying with others which He made in His life and sustained in His death. He died our death, sharing our failure, condemnation, despair and godforsakeness. 3

It is in light of this that we are now called to throw everything that hinders, no serious runner or athlete would run with weights, or baggages, that is why they wear aerodynamic clothing in order to run faster, the same could be said of us and our Christian lives, the weights here points towards the things that hinders our progress. They might even be “good things,” that may not necessarily be sins but are hindering us as individuals and as a community of faith from being good disciples and witnesses to Jesus Christ, here we can point towards the petty religiosity, that the author of the Epistle have reprimanded his Hebrew audience for in the early chapters.

Sin can hold us back. But there are also things that may not be sin (every weight) but are merely hindrances that can keep us from running effectively the race God has for us. Our choices are not always between right and wrong, but between something that may hinder us and something else that may not. Is there a weight in your life you must lay aside?4

Again were are reminded of the reality and power of sin in the life of the believers, which easily entangles us. This points towards the reality that first and foremost even if we are already redeemed in Christ, we are still living in the fallen word of Adam's sin, here we are reminded that sin and its consequences is still present and active in our lives and that if we are not on constant lookout, we will fall into sin and again be captive in bondage to a lifestyle of sin. For we still are part of the sinful world that have become tainted by the consequences of The Fall.

So easily ensnares us: Easily ensnares translates a difficult ancient Greek word (euperistaton), which can be translated four ways: “easily avoided,” “admired,” “ensnaring,” or “dangerous.” Some sins can be easily avoided, but are not. Some sins are admired, yet must be laid aside. Some sins are ensnaring and thus especially harmful. And some sins are more dangerous than others are. Let us lay them all aside!5

For it is in sin that we refuse to live a life in living participation to the life of faith in Christ. In sin, we refuse our community and prefer individual isolation with our bondage, we give up in meeting together in Christ. It is in sin that we lose our feeling assurance of our salvation, we begin to carry the weight of bagges especially in dwelling to a life of 'what ifs'.

The author of Hebrews calls us shed off our baggage and sins - to run with perseverance the race that has been marked out before us. What is needed is endurance, to finish what we have begun in Jesus Christ - a race that is set before us. God has set before us a race. We must run it; and it will involve effort and commitment. Just being passive never runs a race. God wants us to run the race, and finish it right!

In Acts 20:24, Paul pictures himself as a runner who had a race to finish, and nothing would keep Paul from finishing the race with joy. In that passage, Paul speaks of my race - he had his race to run, we have our own - but God calls us to finish it with joy, and that only happens with endurance. Race is the ancient Greek word agona, a word used for conflict or struggle of many kinds, and a favorite word of Paul (Philippians 1:30, Colossians 2:1, 1 Thessalonians 2:2, 1 Timothy 6:12, 2 Timothy 4:7).

Endurance is needed to run that race. Endurance translates the ancient Greek word hupomone, “which does not mean the patience which sits down and accepts things but the patience which masters them . . . It is a determination, unhurrying and yet undelaying, which goes steadily on and refuses to be deflected.” (Barclay) 6

Let us fix our eyes on Jesus the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Hebrews 12:2

As runners we are called not to miss our mark, our destination – not to miss Christ.

The New American Standard Version translates this beautifully: fixing our eyes on Jesus. We can only run the race as we look to Jesus, and have our eyes locked on to Him. He is our focus, our inspiration, and our example. In the ancient Greek, looking unto Jesus uses a verb that implies a definite looking away from other things and a present looking unto Jesus. We must guard against seeing Jesus as only an example; He was and is so much more. But He also remains the ultimate example of Christian endurance.7

For as the great cloud of witnesses, was a demonstration of a life of faith, we are again reminded of the object of our faith and devotion, Jesus Christ, who in the Incarnation became the 'ultimate witness' to a life that is ran in complete obedience to the will of God the Father. But also as a demonstration of a life that is of the Divine that was able to finally free us from the baggage and sins that entangle us, thus enabling us to become finally able as humans to become participant in the divine life of God, that we are called to bear witness to as individuals and as a church.

This is a particularly interesting note for us as a church for we often boast of our Christ-centeredness, of our Christocentric theology here we are called again to bear witness to Christ by following His witness – that is His demonstration of the life that we His disciples are also called to follow and live for He is the object of our faith, for He demonstrated to us in explicit terms the life of faith in His redemptive act on the cross which was a demonstration of faithfulness to His calling, motivated by God's love for His fallen creation.

This is what the church is called to bear witness to – to proclaim in our pulpits, to animate in our ministry, as community of faith that gathers around Christ we are called to proclaim this Gospel as testified in the Scriptures and to incarnate this demonstration of devotion in our corporate life of worship, contemplation and discipleship for the Church herself is a revelation of God - who gathers a covenant community of believers that proclaims His Son and His Son's present and future Kingdom.

As individuals, we are called to look unto Jesus, we are called to look upon Christ8, by taking seriously His call to carry our crosses and follow Him, furthermore to also be crucified with Christ, and to live our lives in faith for this act of redemption was an act that was done in love for our salvation. Therefore it is only fitting that in view of these mercies of God in Christ we are called to present ourselves – our lives as living sacrifices to God9.

Now you may ask why should we keep our eyes fixed on Christ?

The answer is quite simple- we ought to keep our eyes fixed precisely because in His life, death and resurrection He initiated our faith, because our faith is based on Him as the Son of God, on Him as the Christ – the Messiah, the 'seed of the woman, who will crush the serpent's head10' as stated in the proto-evangelion, the fulfillment of Old Testament messianic prophecy, therefore the author of our faith. Take note that this is apart from the fact that Christ Himself as the Second Person in the blessed Trinity was also the reason by and for Whom all things were also made.

He is the perfecter of our faith – because in the accomplishment of God's redemptive purposes that came about in His death and resurrection we are set free from the Law, the wages of our sin and from the power of sin and death in our lives. By being able to meet God's demand for holiness in His sinless life in our behalf and by meeting God's demand for justice in His sacrificial death.

Christ on the cross is not only a demonstration of God's love but also a display of His righteousness. Christ's death allowed God to be both just and the justifier of all who believe (Rom. 3:25-26). 11 He is the perfecter precisely because He accomplished the task of reconciling sinful man with the Holy God.

He is the perfecter of our faith because in our response of faith in Christ we are able to appropriate this redemptive act of love and justice unto ourselves thus justifying us in God's eyes through the merit of the One who is the author and perfecter of our faith.

Jesus is not only the author of our faith; He is the finisher of it also. The idea of He who has begun a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ (Philippians 1:6) is comforting indeed to these discouraged Christians.12

Furthermore, we are called to look into Christ for His was a demonstration of joy in the midst of knowing His ultimate destiny on earth that will climax at the Cross. The passage says that the ultimate redemption of mankind in the cross on Calvary was a 'joy set before Christ.'

Jesus did not regard the cross itself as a joy. But He could look past the horror of the cross to enjoy the joy beyond it. The same mentality will enable these Jewish Christians (and we ourselves) to endure. One of the most prominent elements of the torture of the cross was its extreme shame. Jesus did not welcome this shame - He despised it! - yet He endured through the shame.13

Here we find that Christ, in His life as testified to in the divine kenosis – that is when He emptied Himself for us by coming into the world - being found in the appearance of a man and living a life of obedience to the will of His Father an obedience that goes far beyond mere obedience to a superior but an obedience to the will of God who seeks to to redeem us, an obedience unto death – even to the cross.14

Christ the author and perfecter of our faith has given us the perfect example of obedience – to God's will, to God who marked out the race of faith for us, to God who in Christ is our ultimate goal, that is Christlikeness in the escathon. This speaks of Jesus’ glorification. The same promise of being glorified after our shame (though in a different sense) is true for the Christian. 15

Lastly, we are again reminded that Christ, having finished and accomplished the completion of this race ahead of us and for us – is seated now at the right hand of the throne of God, as our Great High Priest, who intercedes on our behalf to God the Father. Christ seated at the right hand of God, whom as our High Priest enables us to approach boldly God's throne of grace16, in prayer whenever the we get tired and our strength wanes or when temptation and sins hinders us and cause us to stumble.

It is in Christ our Mediator that we can ask for second wind to help us run the race with perseverance.

Also Christ at the right hand of the Father implies also His place in God's kingdom of majesty where all power and authority is given unto Him where in time - every knee will bow down to, and every tongue will confess that Jesus is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.17 Which is a very comforting thing for the Hebrew audience of the Epistle who are disheartened at the time, because they are persecuted for their faith in Christ. It is Christ who sits on the right hand of the throne that we are reminded that in time our vindication will come from Christ will will put everything under His judgment.

Thus, the passage here calls us to not only be like the great cloud of witnesses, but also to be reminded of the radical call to discipleship in the witness of Christ's life and redemptive work, but more importantly to faith in Christ who accomplished the race ahead of us so that we may finish the race that has been marked out for us.

It is here that we will see that as Christians we are all enlisted by faith to a race in this life towards Christlikeness, that will come when Christ will ultimately redeem us from the power of sin, in His Second Coming. We are called to run this race and to focus on our prize that is – Christ. But as we run this race we can all testify that we become distracted with so many things like our work, our studies, our everyday problems among other things that at times even our ministries serves more as a distraction that a means of living out our faith.

The passage reminds us that as runners we ought to keep our eyes fixed on the prize that is – Christ, who gave us all an example of a life that has been set with eyes of joy that is fixed on the prize that is our redemption through His death and resurrection.

Finally, the passage calls us to run the race with perseverance, so that ultimately we will finish the race in much the same way as the great cloud of witnesses. Like that of Pastor Andrew Tenefrancia who has gone to finish his race ahead of us. We are called to live our lives in the here and now to fix our eyes on Jesus Christ as we run this race of faith, a race that doesn't give merit to whether we finish it first place or last place for as long as we press on to finish it unto completion when we can honestly say to ourselves the very words of the Apostle Paul in his last letter to Timothy, that we have: “fought the good fight, finished the race and kept the faith.” 18

In the end, we can only testify to the truthfulness of the testimony of the Apostle John when he proclaimed in Revelation 7:10 that: “Salvation, belongs to our God”. For the whole emphasis of the Bible lies on salvation being something the God accomplished in history and that belongs to God in His sovereignty.19

May these words of encouragement be a blessing to us as we press on in running the race that has been marked out for us.

Notes

1Guzik, David - Hebrews 12 - Reasons to Endure Discouraging Times

http://www.enduringword.com/commentaries/5812.htm

2Wiersebe, Warren – Be Confident p. 134-135

3The Doctrine Commission of the Church of England – The Mystery of Salvation p.103

4Ibid

5Ibid

6Ibid

7Ibid

8Galatians 2:20

9Romans 12:1

10Genesis 3:15

11Shelley, Bruce – Church History in Plain Language p. 79

12Ibid

13Ibid

14Philippians 2:7-8

15Ibid

16Hebrews 4:16

17Philippians 2:10-11

182 Timothy 4:7

19Wright, Chris – Salvation belongs to our God p.180

Pastor Andrew Tenefrancia

I hardly knew him.

Yet his image was one that was entwined with the few rare instances in my life at Grace Bible Church that got me into interacting with him.

I hardly knew him.

But droplets of tears of empathy trickled down my cheeks two Saundays ago at the Vesper services' congregational prayer, as his GBC family cried out to the Lord for his healing.

I hardly knew him.

Yet the impact of his life and ministry is that I have been blessed with.

I hardly knew him.
And yet the church he has lead for a good portion of his adultlife, whose present leaders he have trained are aldo a good part of my adult life as well.

I hardly knew him.

But I am more than thankful that God used Him to advance His Kingdom through the ministry of Grace Bible Church.

I hardly knew him.
And yet the picture of him handing out a Gospel tract to a soldier peeking in the hatch of an armored personnel carrier will always be a reminder of dedication to the Gospel.

I hardly knew him.
But this I know. One day I will see him again face to face in the Heavenly abode as a kindred soul who finished the race ahead of me.

"The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away;
may the name of the LORD be praised."
Job 1:20

Bonhoeffer on Discipleship

“God is a God who bears. The Son of God bore our flesh. He therefore bore the cross. He bore all our sins and attained reconciliation by his bearing. That is why disciples are called to bear what is put on them. Bearing constitutes being a Christian. Just as Christ maintains his communion with the Father by bearing according the Father’s will, so the disciples’ bearing constitutes their community with Christ. People can shake off the burdens laid on them. But doing so does not free them at all from their burdens. Instead it loads them with a heavier, more unbearable burden. They bear the self-chosen yoke of their own selves. Jesus called all who are laden with various sufferings and burdens to throw off their yokes and to take his yoke upon themselves.”

~ Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Discipleship (DBW2), 90-91.