why do we even bother to pray?
so far my experience has been terrible with prayer.
mere seconds of praying i get the opposite response.
the thing just got worse.
worse for the person i am praying for.
worse for me.
and then when i reflect and try to count my blessing.
i realize the multitude that are worse off than me
who i believe likewise prayed.
again i ask: why do we even bother?
